Salam Aidiladha

lauk raya pertama
(rendang ayam kampung, sambal udang, kuah lodeh)
(kuih: jiran bagi. lemang: beli)

sup tulang yg terangkat itu....
(raya kedua)

grang asam
(raya kedua)

pinggan ni, dari zaman ayahku kecik lagi
(makne nye pinggan ni lagi TUA dari aku yg muda belia ini...)
&
masih elok dan sering digunakan jika ada kenduri kat umah arwah datuk ku

cetakan yg terdapat di belakang pinggan tersebut

tempayan lama yg sering digunakan untuk tadah air hujan
(yang belakang tu, juga time ayah ku masih kecil)
(yang depan tu, ketika aku masih kecil)

tahun ni kami wat korban... tapi akibat kesilapan teknikal, gambo time lembu ditumbangkan, idok terambil...

anyway, the kurban was on the 2nd day of Aidil Adha... and petang tu ada kenduri sket kat kampung abah.

lauk nye memang terangkat... kebetulan pulak masa kenduri tu, ujan dengan angin yang kuat melanda... hujan rahmat.

we had grang asam (asam pedas daging), paru goreng cili, hati goreng kunyit, sayur campur, sambal udang, kari ayam (coz some of dad's family members takleh makan daging - darah tinggi) and of course the main menu... sup tulang yg direbus menggunakan dapur kayu...

dalam periuk tu: the yummy sup tulang

(tukang kipas: my cousin, Nazura)

Wedding Gifts

heh, tajuk tu tidak bermakna aku akan kawin dalam masa yg terdekat ye...

cume bila sembang2 dgn kawan2 yg bakal kawin serta yg dah kawin about this topic, maka aku pun nak le share my thoughts about it.

wedding gifts memang hak individu yg nak bagi... tapi bila asyik dapat bende yg sama je i.e. periuk nasik sampai 14 bijik... rimas jugak.

so, i made up my mind, kalau tiba masa aku kawin nanti... i prefer, gift-vouchers.

so aku & hubby can buy whatever we prefer... hehehe

even weddings yg aku attend, aku tak pernah bagi bende yg berbalut kertas hadiah.
aku bagi kad yg dalam dia ada cash... biar pengantin decide dia nak apa.

tapi if ada yg nak bagi plasma TV ke, peti ais ke, washing machine ke, aku of course... TERIMA dgn senang hati...hehehe

Kenapa aku baca komik

bagi yang pernah nampak aku baca comics, they all share the 'shocked' facial expression...

for me, there's nothing wrong with reading comics.

comics can also teach us moral values, directly or by being cynical...

after a stressful day, I'm not going to relax by reading something 'heavy'...
so i turn to comics.

they made me laughed and thus reducing my stress.

the photos below are taken from Gila Gila under the topic:
Anda Memang Keras Kepala Kalau...

kenapa aku suka Isabella - Search

lagu time Form 4 1989

masa tu dah masuk MRSM Jasin.
aku tak le senakal someone tu (budak PD tu la...hehehe) tapi ntah nape, malam final Muzik-Muzik tahun tu, aku wat keje 'jahat' sket.

gi tengok program tu kat TV kat library secara 'PATI - Pendatang Asing Tanpa Izin'.
with 6 other fellow students' librarians, including our ketua la.

hehehe... ended up kantoi dgn guru penyelaras library & kene denda ketuk ketampi sorang 10 ketul after berdesing-desing telinga kena marah by him.

memang aku rasa guilty yg amat sangat coz masa kat Jasin, cikgu ni la yg paling rapat dgn aku & paling amik berat about me. tup-tup, i ended up hurting his feelings by betraying his trust. lama dia tak bercakap dgn aku gara-gara hal ni.

apapun, bukan dia yg aku nak story kat sini... it's about what happened when we quietly 'menyelinap' balik hostel after the incident... have to menyelinap because we know ketua warden and his penolong hari2 round college area after lights-off. Tetiba...

'hoi, sapa kat sana tu!?'

apa lagi, macam Rabuan Pit le kitorang.... zup zap zruss zras... segala macam pokok renek kitorang langgar. anak tangga pun langkau 3 skali... tanpa sinaran lampu kalimantang or minyak tanah or bulan tau... dalam gelap ni. if jatuh, memang tergolek dog le jawab nye...

sampai asrama, lompat atas katil & tarik selimut cover muke... ketakutan. hehehe...

kat luar hostel, kedengaran Ketua Warden 'bising' sebab ada students (kami la tu) berani langgar peraturan... and esok nye kat morning assembly, kitorang kene 'sound'. walaupun nama tak disebut, tapi ramai 'tau' sapa 'pelesit-pelesit' yg Ketua Warden sebut... malu giler....!!!!

antara kenangan paling tak dapat dilupakan
;-)

that's why asal dgr je lagu Isabella, aku akan senyum & sedey sensorang. Teringat peristiwa ni.

Tak suka? Quit then...

i do express my dissatisfaction & frustration with the attitude of some students...

but I've NEVER bitched about my responsibility.

so, even though i'm frustrated with some students, i still continue doing some things for them.
(read: making sure they still receive what they need to receive i.e knowledge)

because that's my responsibility...

lagipun, not all students have attitude problems. some really want to learn; to soar to the high reaches... don't deny them that just because you hate your job or you hate your colleagues.

and if you hate your job or colleagues so much... the best way is...

QUIT aje la!

Carik keje lain....

don't go BITCHING to others about how you hate your job 100x a day....
but bila suruh carik keje lain, tak mau pulak.
takut tak dapat keje lain katanye...

chehhhh.....

cakap je berdegar-degar, hasil takde....